Even when I cry, I have to realize Jesus gave me life, to live not die. My pain is so natural this is all common, but I know something good is coming. I may beat myself up from time to time, but I know their are solutions that can solve my crimes. I don’t wanna feel like i’m always desperate, because me and my life is somewhat separate. I know I am strong and very smart, I will never give up on myself or my heart.